i once said to a friend that every muslim girl wants to wed an ustaz. a man that can guide her through life with the right path and ways. yes, i did say that. my mom always say that i need that kind of man in my life. well, i don't deny it.
but, being true to myself, i think i am not really looking for that kind of guy. i am sure it'll be a clash of lifestyles. hik. i am not that religious, but i still embrace Islam. I try my best to follow everything that Allah's has ask all muslims to do. I try to do all the wajib things. Eventhough, sometimes i failed.
going back to my first point, clash of lifestyles, well, fyi, i like to go to cinema, karaoke, shopping, wasting times in shopping malls, restaurants, testing new food. i don't think an ustaz or a pious man would like to do what i do now. he would say "...thats lagha, wasting times in appropriate places...in dark and noisy places...etc". so, if i wed an ustaz, i would not have the opportunity to do things that i like anymore.
second point, the way i dress, an ustaz's wife has her own dressing code to abide. tudung labuh, no make up, no jeans *mana ada bini ustaz pakai jeans.ish*, pakai bj kurung sokmo, cannot lilit2 tudung with fancy accessories. ye lah, perempuan yang baik pakai baju warna pucat, tak boleh pakai warna terang-terang. i certainly can't do that, i dress for confidence and if i don't nicely dress then i'll be the smallest person ever with no sense of confidence AT ALL!
my third point, ustaz-usaz pon taknak kat i. so why bother? huhu.
so, in a conclusion, instead of ustaz, i want an English teacher that has good knowledge of Islam and practice it well, or lecturer or what ever! as long as his English is good and of course, all the positive qualities that i mentioned before in this blog. in other words, ENGLISH TEACHER YANG BERIMAN. kalau xde pon, art teacher pon okeyyy~ haha.
till then,
xOxO,
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4 love notes:
No 1, I read ur blog (^^) *I stalk ur blog to be more exact :p*
N0 2, I've been thinking of da same thing!!!!!!!!! hehe
No 3, Your point about da ustaz's wife appearance is 100% correct! Cuz my fren hv to change evryting 4 his ustaz hubby; but as long as she's ok w it xpa la...
No 4, I've learnt in my previous relationship, lifestyle is something u dont compromise! That's y Allah cri yg sekufu.. hehe
hey you!
no1:
fyi, i am your stalker myself. obsess nie! haha
no2:
you do??? yeay. hoho. tu la psl, looking back at things, i dont wana leave my cool lifestyle, as long as i jaga myself as hamba Allah. hik.
no3:
ya. i agree with u. asal d wife mmg suka n stuju with it. no prob la.
no4:
kannnnnnnnn? Allah knows everything!
I guess you now can differentiate between the guy you need and the guy you want. However, I hope you marry an ustaz who is posted to...hehehe you know who I want to mention tp betunang suda kn..jz kidding.
Whoever fated to be you husband, I hope he is the one who understand you better, your needs and in good terms with your family.
Somehow or rather, I, too long for a husband that can converse in English well so that all the sweet words sound sweeeter. (kurang sket bunyi jiwangnya kot)
tp aku tgh mood heart-broken*sedih
xmau pikiaq2 pasal husband tau...
"...long for a husband that can converse in English well so that all the sweet words sound sweeter..." (Haziqah Diyana,2011)
hilarious but true. its weird how affection is preferable through certain languages ^_^
i superlike nie.i feel the same way too you know! i feel its a bit weird if dpt msg jiwang in BM, x tcapai akal ku kdg2. haha.
yelah haziq, i guess im becoming more mature in those things now, if not much a lil bit la kan. hehe.
and hey! i know who's that ustaz. if only kitorg ada jodoh kan? hahahahaahahahhaahah. geli ati aku. ;p
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